hmm.. today... its all WASTED
what if you felt like...
............somebody says she hates you and you DONT EVEN KNOW WHY...?
..like somebody says something you cant understand?
..like you have no idea what went wrong in all of a sudden?
..like just yesterday, you were laughing and now you're not talking?
..like just yesterday, you were walking together now, you cant even take a step?
..like you were just taking a break then somebody cuddles you behind your back?
..like just you were stun and somebody just says BOOO!!
..like she says your hers and shes yours but now just seems like so ten years ago.....
..like when u just saw in her journal, you dont desrve to call her sister when you dont mean it..
..like when she swears you never knew the meaning of that word..
..like when theres a silence between you the whole day, and swear! its not a conversation..
..like you just feel...YOU DONT BELONG..
..like you just think, what really went wrong????
..like, is it her problem or is it mine?
..like, is it her that is bothered or should it be me?
..like, if she just needs space and needs to be understood..
..like if you just need to say, "hey ate whats wrong?need help?"
..like if she just needs a hand or a hug?
..like if she just needs a shoulder or my arms?
..like if she still wants me to help her or what...
i need solemnity... i may be philosophical ..but still emotional..
i may come unexpected..and may think to run..
..maybe run away..but whom would i belong?
..would i give up this easy?but i just cant hold on..
..if i would give up, i'll regret all my life..
if i'd give up..im a lonely island..
if id give her up.. i'd be such an idiotas torpes!.. "somebody who's nobody"
i tell you.. id be such a bitch...a loner i maybe...
3:20 AM; adaness poooofed @.