have you ever felt so empty and you dont even now why?
omg. lately ive been feeling so homesick and i miss my friends so much.
its not that i dont enjoy my companions today in skol but still there's something..
MISSING?
ive been boarded with lots of school works and pressure. i feel like i dont want my program anymore. i want to shift to IE. pero with some circumstances may pumipigil.
THe other night, i really felt to drama thats why i texted ralph <3
"Sa gabing iyon, naramdaman ko tlga ang isang tunay na kaibigan na nagmamaha sa akin..."i was so pissed off and sbi ko sknya i wanted to end evrything. OA?medyo nga pero nkakasawa na tlga.feeling ko tlga its now or never.Do or Die. sabi na,
"Alam mo, nung snabi mo na umiiyak ka, naiimagine kta. Naiiyak din ako. Khit nagtotoothbrush ako, dinala ko cp ko para mkreply agad ksi bka ul feel alone pag d ako ngreply agad..."sapul! ulit ako dun..
Isa pa, sabi ko nga..gusto ko na mamatay, dont ever foret me. kita nlang tayu sa other life. wag niyo ako kakalimutan..tas sabi niya,
"Ulol ka ba, kaw pa nagsend sakin nito:Are we friends or are we not? You told me once, but i forgot.So tell me now, and tell me true, So i can say im here for you.of all the friends ive ever met, YOURE THE ONE ill never forget. And if i DIE before you do, ill go to heaven and wait for you..."omg! alam niyo un..he's such
Ta's sobrang na-touch ako..ksi RALPH..
"Is he the sweetest friend or what?" ganito ksi ung.. sbi ko.. kung dko mailalabas init ng ulo ko, id rather wanted to kill myself.OA amp. then when i started cussing and swearing words. Sbi ko
"Tangina..ayoko na mabuhay pag dpa ako nging okay mamaya at dko mailabas sama ng loob ko, wag mo nlng ako kakalimutan.." Then he said, *na ntouch tlga ako,
"Ay alam ko na, ganito nalang. Ibuhos mo nalang sa aking galit mo. PAgtripan mo na ako.BAhala ka na, KAhit ano..BAsta mailabas mo lang galit mo. aww..sobrang nanghina ako at naluha.. ganun pla sya katotoo. thats why dahil dun, napawi lahat in an instant... na feeling ko, patethic tlga inasal ko dahil i have more reasons to smile at isa na doon ang pagkakaroon ng tunay na kaibigan.. c:
THANKS for the push ralph c: <3
1:16 AM; adaness poooofed @.